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Friday, November 24, 2006

The morning isn’t as sunny as always so I didn’t head to the pool today. Wonder if Jay and Clarence were there this morning. I’m stuck at home and my parents have some D&D to attend later so I’ll be left alone at home again. Bah. I’m listening to Soul Asylum’s Silver Lining and sharing the joy of listening to Twista with Ivan and Jer. I guess almost everyone is done with their A Levels already, congratulations to all. Guilt-free freedom feels so damn good. Well, it’s been more than a week since my last paper. Yong told me yesterday one of his friends whom initially was posted to NDU got transferred back to Tekong. Yong got his air force letter asking him to go down for selection or something. Ah, I don’t want to go to Tekong. I’m happy being posted to NDU. Air force is good too anyway. =) I want to go out but I’m damn broke right now. I need to find a job and I realized, I still procrastinate a lot. Damn.

11/24/2006 01:46:00 PM


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Thursday, November 23, 2006


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11/23/2006 09:13:00 PM


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Another day spent at home. Started off playing Lineage II but somehow, I stopped playing and switched to Silkroad Online and then I’ve nothing to do. Wanted to watch Monster House on my com but I promised Fai I would wait for him. Ah. Went swimming in the end. Met Jay there. Haha, so we ended up talking more than I would usually swim. Nice to see him after so long though. =) ever since the day we went back to get results? Haha… watching tv now. I feel like sleeping. I want to watch tv though. And I wanna read my book later. Nownow, don’t be surprised.

Girl’s last day tomorrow. =) Less than 18 hours left. =)

11/23/2006 07:35:00 PM


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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

I’m going to try to blog with Microsoft Word 2007. This new version comes in built with a publication function that allows me to blog straight from the program itself. No it is not that lousy add that was available on the net. This is official. Besides, I really love the new interface and all. Got to head down to Lavender tomorrow morning. I’m hungry. Would probably be doing 2 star kayaking course with Ben and friends next month. Together with 2 more courses I’m going to sign up for. Hopefully I’d be able to get a job by the 2nd week of December. Alright now, I’ve got to leave soon. Just showed Jun, Kiron’s picture. Complement from Pingus’s profile. Haha. =) I think Pingus is back from Thailand already. Time for an outing. I missed the last one coz I was sick. Ahh. Unfortunately most of them reside in Malaysia, so meeting up can be a little tough. By the way, I don’t mind heading to Malaysia for seafood. Damn, I’m hungry. I need bbq seafood now. The last time I had it was like months ago with JJ at Chompchomp. Back then, things were better. Oh well, I’m going to turn in now. Have to wake up at 7am tomorrow.

11/21/2006 12:42:00 AM


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Monday, November 20, 2006

1am in the morning. just watched sitcom friends on 5 thirty minutes ago. i remember when i was 14? we (fahizul, ivon and i) used to discuss about it every tuesday coz the show was on monday night. haha and i remember ivon's sister always created trouble for her whenever she wanted to watch. those days. damn it seems so far away. i'm listening to lover by sweetback and aya. damn. i want to go back to clementi one day to find jianrong but he's always having school and i cant seem to find the right time? ahh. i shall just camp outside his place one day. i can vaguely remember how to go there. you know what's strange? i went to his place less than like.. 20 times? but i remember it pretty vividly. on the other hand, i've clean forgotten how my old house looked like. i've forgotten the place that i stayed in for 13 years. i can only remember the marble flooring. i can remember the balcony with the crazy number of fighting fishes. and i remember the hideout in my room where i jotted down the dates of the days my parents fought. those days were tougher. i remember when my mum left home. i remember the days when they fought. damndamn i hate it. at least it's just verbal now. sigh. but there's more that i cant really disclose here?

it's already november 20. there's alot of things i want to do, but i cant find the right time to do. time is going to run out.

i miss that feeling.
when will it come back to me.
i've lost my judgement. i don't really know what's real and what's not. i can't quite tell who to trust. i cant help it if i guard myself against everyone new stepping into my life. because even those that were here for a long time, i somehow find them... fading away?

dusk turns into dust
twirling memory lingering outside
the blue rays from the orange sky
guidance from above
the compass of flesh and bones
subconsciously leading into despair
steel and love barely here
overcast and deluded
the voice messages that keeps on repeating

i wish.
how come we dont make wishes anymore.
wish upon a shooting star.
a birthday wish.
wish upon the first drop of rain.

the genie in the bottle has gone home.
i cant take it anymore. let me go.

11/20/2006 01:04:00 AM


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Sunday, November 19, 2006

i spent at least 5hrs on games today i believe.
watched naruto 209 and 210 before biyang called me out.
i was supposed to accompany him for dinner only?
supposed to. yes, i dont always do what i'm supposed to.

damn we wanted to explore the trail but it was way too dark. so we figured we'll go one day when we get the LED. haha. and the stupid 118 is still in my head. that house is just... wrong. something about it is strange. i bet it's haunted. haha. =)

damn, i want to explore the haunted places.
next week next week.
gotta ask ben and ivan along next week.
can probably spend the night at my place if we dont get killed then. yesyes i cant wait. =)

11/19/2006 10:56:00 PM


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Saturday, November 18, 2006

went out with biyang, benben and ivan last evening. haha. headed to city hall area? had lunch at jack's place and waited for ben for like... an hour? coz he had to go fetch his sister from the airport. so in total, we spent like at least 90minutes in there. went over to play pool. i didnt of course. mine's too inferior to be part of the game. heh, so ben started playing strip poker on my phone. hahah as determined as he was to strip that girl, he failed lah. damn. went to brewerkz with biyang later in the evening for a drink. damn, i was actually a little tipsy last night? ben just messaged to ask me if i was out so he could come over and find me? hahaha. i'm damn broke.

went to watch step up with girl today. =)
ahh it's a good movie, but i thought they focused a little too much on the... hiphop dancing part. as in, the lead's boy friend and shit. the romance wasnt exactly shown much. ahh.
i'm going to stay home the next 2 days. at least. i'm dead broke.

11/18/2006 11:13:00 PM


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Thursday, November 16, 2006

Met Fahizul (who was late) to shop for his clothing and mine (which isnt that important anyway) today. Had chicken rice for lunch? I forgot what's the name of that small restaurant. The serving was quite huge considering the fact that someone labelled it family meal. =) ohoh, we saw Jasmine. EVERYONE LOVES JASMINE. well, most. i hate sunny cruise.
i need a tan.
i dont want to organise my post so here are the rest of the pictures.







Fahizul shopped at Ted Baker. damn, i stopped him from getting the banana leaf shirt. $180 okay. so we settled on a hotter and sexier colour. at least, i convinced him. gogo faridah-sounding-sales lady. =)

you're gonna be so hot on that day kay.











The skies. Freedom never tasted this good.
I love my life.

11/16/2006 11:26:00 PM


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Monday, November 13, 2006

13 November 2006. 2 more days. in about 2 hours, it will be 14 November 2006. i must tell you, this 3 weeks has been one of the worst times of my life. it's not really about taking the exams, but the torment that you have to go through every night knowing you should be studying and you're not. right now, i know less than 25% of the syllabus in micro and less than 75% of the syllabus in macro. in total, i estimate myself to not know 50% of the syllabus. and guess what? i have paper 3 to sit for tomorrow. 6C3 essays. 2hrs 15mins. That's equivalent to 45 mins per essay. thank you very much. i feel like skipping school already. i will be taking the econs paper in like...16hrs? die mark die! (if i would quote ben).

speaking about ben. heh, it was raining like hell this afternoon so i was wondering if he needed a lift from the station or something, but that clever boy doesnt bring his handphone to school during this crucial period. if there is a time that you really need your handphone, it is now. and so, before the paper started today, i decided to go to the library (for obvious reasons. no, not study.) and i saw ben running to the foyer to check his venue. so my immediate response was "BEN!". (yes from the hall to the foyerish area). everyone except ben looked, so i guess i should go to the library faster. haha.

okay physics wasnt too bad. bad enough. should be able to pass though. i managed to fill up most blanks. considering the fact that i left out 4 pages entirely blank in prelims. i left only 2 parts of a question blank this time. well done for filling up the pages. at least i make the death of the trees worthwhile. mind you, filling up pages doesnt mean getting them right. 25% of the stuff i wrote in that 21 pages with 2 blank pages booklet existed because i didnt like empty spaces. paper 3 physics on wednesday. after that, i can forget about Kirchhoff (he's my all time favourite), Newton, De Broglie, Lenz, Faraday (they come as a pair, right people. heh), Archimedes, etc. this is not a post dedicated to dead physicists. i appreciate their contributions, dont get me wrong now.

my mind's all about what to eat tomorrow morning. i gained 2-3kg over the 3 weeks. i cant wait for wednesday. can you imagine life without having to sit on a chair and table? can you imagine playing games without having to deal with your conscience (damn i hate that voice)? can you imagine hitting town anytime you want (GIRL, dont tell me how long it takes to go town from your place. heh.)? can you imagine doing math the way it should be (addition.subtraction.multiplication.division. i know of some who dont even do the mentioned four)? can you imagine life without school? people asked me things like "are you going to take up driving after your A's?" seriously, i thought i said i dont want anymore exams. hahah so the answer is clearly a NO. well, not for the next month at least. not before christmas. so soon. i can type this post all the way til 15 November 2006. 5.15pm man. but i know i shouldnt and i will not. haha.

faumi gets to end his papers at like 10.15am on 15 Nov. well, he has only one more paper to sit for. DAMN. i have 4. =( life's unfair. i already concluded that when i saw Nakata on the cover. hahah. i want this to end. i need my social life back. well not that i socialise alot (heh, some of you will know), but i need to catch up with so many of my friends.

i hope the bermuda triangle happens outside my room now as i go out to get a drink.
take me home bermuda.

11/13/2006 10:13:00 PM


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Friday, November 10, 2006

mathematics is officially out of my life. any form of manipulation i embark on is sole due to personal satisfaction. haha. i woke up at 7 and i've been trying to sleep, but seems like it's not possible so here i am. physics and econs. then it's going to end. =) i cannot wait.

11/10/2006 07:54:00 AM


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Tuesday, November 07, 2006

mathematics paper 1 down.
paper 2's on thursday. i hope i dont screw that one up. if i dont, damn i've secured a pass. at least.
i cant wait for the a levels to be over. just about... 7 days left. almost. i'm going to round things down to make it 7 days, 1 week. everything's gonna end and i can sit back and relax after that.

i've so much to do. ahh.

11/07/2006 10:48:00 PM


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Sunday, November 05, 2006

he held the bubble maker against the gentle wind.
those songs of innocence i havent heard for a long long time.
you make me think about my past.

what do you do when someone doubts the sincerity of your friendship.

step into the shoes of the other person before you make the decision.
decisions have consequences.

it's only like.. 30 odd hours to the math paper.

11/05/2006 08:08:00 PM


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Saturday, November 04, 2006

drop a diamond
sacrifice a life
two is to five
the perfect back home drive.

a drunk man on parade
the woes nobody knows
running on blue agave
the acceleration runs thin.

do you know what i think you dont?

In just one hour, it would be just... 10 days left to the END of the A Levels. i cannot wait. math papers next. i'm just worried but i'm not doing anything. when it finally ends, i know, i wouldnt want March to come. it will become yet, another stage of lamentation. let time stand still. preserve the memories and live in them. make me believe in whatever you want me to.

the ship has lost its sail.

11/04/2006 11:03:00 PM


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as very hardworking students, girl & i studied at liangcourt yesterday. haha. we went for lunch at this japanese restaurant before we started? i cant really remember the name of the restaurant now but it was almost vulgar. the guy whom attended to us spoke in this really low and monotonous tone like it was still halloween. and i learnt about japanese food yesterday. hahah. den we decided to choose starbucks with that and mcdonalds (who wouldnt anyway) to study. haha. i just realised, this is beginning to sound like one of those 'dear diary' posts. hahah okay so i shall cut it short and get to the point.

i havent walked around clarke quay for so long? i didnt exactly know boat and clarke quay were just that close together. damn. clarke quay's more pretty though. haha.

thank you girl for the dinner. =)
you know you mean the world to me.

11/04/2006 11:18:00 AM


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Friday, November 03, 2006

it feels as though the As are over.
how very strange. it feels like the end when it hasnt exactly started? haha. damn i passed a bar of 86% to ben and ask him to give his mum. hahaha. damn funny lah his whole family's reaction. i'm gonna fall asleep again man.

back to my game.

11/03/2006 10:29:00 AM


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Thursday, November 02, 2006

damn gp sucked.
the summary and aq was like crap.
it feels as if the exams are over. =)
i feel better already.
haha =)

11/02/2006 02:46:00 PM


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