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Tuesday, October 31, 2006

it's finally raining.
dont let it stop now.

10/31/2006 04:20:00 PM


another six-sided day has passed

Monday, October 30, 2006

chocolates.
i bought alot. =)
i am too lazy to take photos of every single one of them and since i found photos of them online, here they are. NO, i did not buy that many. see the 72% and 86%? i got 3 of that, each. i cant find the 99% one though. =( cacao rocks.

and also, i got 3 stacks of bitter chocolate from Morinaga. yes, it's the same company that produces the Hi-Chew candy. i cant seem to find the Lindt Cacao Bar too. so i got 2 bars of lindt orange chocolate and 2 milk chocolate.
so now i have 16 bars of chocolates. =) well considering the fact that i've finished 2 already, i'm left with 14. it should be able to last me til the end of this week. and i want my orange truffle still. =(

Countdown to A-levels
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and the school portal's lousy. look. i can see the finish message even though there's still time to a levels. hahah. but still, 2 days isnt comforting at all to me. and someone actually made an ijc theme for sony ericsson phones on my school's forum. hahaha. i didnt know people actually grew so attached to the school.

and why do i always have strange cuts on my hand when i dont remember cutting them (not deliberately of course. suicide is an act of folly.) i have a nightmare last night. woke up at 4am. faumi, i think it's the bear. bad bear. hahaha. no seriously, it was this... toilet. i can remember everything so vividly. FAUMI, i remember now, you told me something about a ghost in the toilet and see what happened. damn =( where got like that one. you told me like.. 2hrs before i slept and it really happened in my dream? i dont like to remember my dreams and nightmares. i dont really like to sleep to begin with. but i'd love to sleep now and wake up on 15 November. =) at 6pm of course. not at 8am. haha =)

well, enough ranting and aimless talking. i'm going to shower and READ MY BOOK now. =) book = Why Do Men Fall Asleep After Sex? (yeahyeah, i havent finished that book yet. okay, i confess, i take 10 years to read one book. BUT i will finish this one by... tonight.) life's good. well, not that bad i guess. =)

take care everyone. and what's up with that chinese message that's been circulating man. faumi has a rendition that will make EVERYONE forward the message. hahaha =) GOOD LUCK FOR THE EXAMS. i will be back soon enough. =)

10/30/2006 01:00:00 PM


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i thought i might as well share some articles i've just checked out. michael jackson. need not say
more.








and you guys should check out the aids poster thing. cool man. once again people associate sex with homosexuality. those dirty looking mud-like patches on the skin is just some stupid effect of having aids. ohoh. and the next one's explicit.


















look! there's money at the back of her jeans! hahah.
and they associated aids with hookers too.
bah. superficial.

10/30/2006 12:51:00 PM


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Sunday, October 29, 2006

the view from the kitchen is always so peaceful at night. i have some kind of obsession with lights. 4 more days to the start of my a levels. somehow, i dont worry a thing. on first notice, it's probably good. some of you out there probably think i'm ready for this exam. but really, i know i am not. i'm not disciplined enough. i cant sustain my motivation.

hopefully, a miracle will happen. if you want a miracle, be that miracle. i know the quotes, but they dont quite work for me.

10/29/2006 06:50:00 PM


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Thursday, October 26, 2006

the last of it all.
it was fascination and liberation.

i wish i had my entire itunes(together with the songs of course) in my phone. the new episode of lost is out but i'm going to give it a miss for now. i promised girl anyway. i have physics, gp and econs consultation tomorrow. i hope econs will turn out fine tomorrow. ever since the happening that day, i think she's very much prejudiced towards us, but at least i have ben and ivan with me. it's starting in 6 days.

i met hanyuan on the bus. havent seen him ever since ivon left for melbourne. good times. he was telling me about the bbq and urm, xiucheng's new found hobby. haha.

this is not a test, this is reality.
thanks for the note wy.

10/26/2006 06:37:00 PM


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Wednesday, October 25, 2006

raptured love.
tell me about it. it's a misery.

the specimen paper was shit tough. i wanted to say i hated it? but, well, i disliked it. i cant remember who corrected me, telling me that the word 'hate' was too painful and too harsh to use on things i disliked. i really cant remember. ginko biloba needs to do its job better. just one more week and the A levels will start. as much as i want it to be over, i dont want it to come. damn it's gonna suck if i get like triple-Es and everyone else around me complains from having AAB or ABB. damndamn. discipline. i need to study. i have 1 episode of Prison Break 'unwatched' and of course LOST tomorrow. and that stupid galaxy on fire game in my phone doesnt help at all. say, i turn off the lights at 1am, i end up sleeping at 3.30am coz i'd always play the dumb space game. gotta stop. screw. i've 90% of space unexplored, but i guess that can wait til the end of November.

i cant believe ns is coming so soon. as much as i like my short hair, i appreciate freedom. figuratively, i'm gonna become a prisoner. bah. i'm not suggestive.

a long day tomorrow. have to be in school by 8am and i'll probably leave at 6pm. i want to shop, and i want to fly over to do what i want NOW. but i guess that can wait. everything in the world can wait, why cant my studies. =/

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
Now do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Would you get them if i did?

why dont you fall in love all over again.

10/25/2006 05:01:00 PM


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Tuesday, October 24, 2006

i dont like rubbery waxy figures behind me when i drink coffee.
i know it's almost halloween but... no thanks.
i will upload some photos in a bit.

key learning points of the day
  1. energy cannot be created or destroyed.
  2. mcdonalds do not know how to locate their business.
  3. always read the terms and conditions.
  4. more importantly, we can be more serious than we think we could be.

thanks girl. =)


10/24/2006 05:21:00 PM


another six-sided day has passed

Sunday, October 22, 2006

November 02 is coming soon. on that very day, my examinations will officially start.
Countdown to A-levels
10 Days, 18 Hours, 45 Minutes, 03 Seconds. (with compliments from innovajc)
i know i'm not prepared. what have i been doing the previous few weeks? watching lost, watching prison break, watching naruto, watching death note (the anime, not the movie) and of course some random movies. damn shit happened in school.
for those who are studying, i'm sure you will do well.
i need to start, more.
1 hr of mcq each day is not enough.
bah.

10/22/2006 01:19:00 PM


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Friday, October 13, 2006

last night was insane. domestic affairs. i shared with 2 of my friends. sigh, i cant stand it. i really want to get an education overseas so much. i want to stay there forever. i dont ever want to come back. i really really want it. i will give up everything for it. sigh.

graduation was today. it seems almost that all good things come to an end. since i'm not exactly in the right mind to blog something happy, i shall leave it for tomorrow. you know what, i changed my mind, i'm going to do my thanksgiving now.




thanks to benben for making my day always, everyday.
time in school would be different without you. it has been a joy knowing you since the first day of school. but seriously you looked so unapproachable at the beginning of the year. but slowly, i guess we do have things in common. i'm glad we clicked. you know how i complain about you disturbing me always, now that i think of it, maybe it's not that bad a thing afterall. i dont know why am i making this sound like a goodbye speech, but hey, thanks for everything. i appreciate it alot. thanks for singing and introducing to me all kinds of chinese songs that so strangely make me relate to them so much. you dont know your level of influence on me (in a good way).




i'll do the rest some other day, i'm tired.
take care everyone. blogging will probably be on hold for a while.

you guys will probably think i'm crazy today. i'm usually a little reserved when it comes to the expression of feelings, but today, i just went crazy. i said hi to every stranger (okay, not every. but many.) but hey you all dont know how much it helped me. thanks for laughing with me. thanks for doing silly things with me today. thank you for slapping my back(edward). thank you for staring at me (meiyi). thank you for punching my knuckles damn damn hard (edward). thank you for eating chicken pie instead of cheesecake, you saved me so much trouble. heh. (meiyi). thank you for wearing the dumb specs to take the photo (both of you). thank you thank you.

take care all. you know i do care for you.

i wish you knew.

10/13/2006 11:34:00 PM


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was damndamn high in the day, now that i'm back alone in my room, i feel that sense of lonliness again. and it sucks.

i wish you knew.
i really do.

10/13/2006 11:21:00 PM


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Wednesday, October 11, 2006

after spending 5hrs doing nothing constructive in school, i'm back home. had some council photo taking session just now for our year book. yeah, like they finally got the professionals to do it this time. well here's a photo taken a few days ago in the library with my new phone. =) w850i in case you dont know yet. sexy phone. =) shawn was playing some miami game on my phone for like... 3 hrs in total? i'm gonna start charging him. haha. he shagged that girl in the game then broke off with her. well done.

i'm hungry but there's no dinner at home.
i need to study for tomorrow's math but i dont feel like it.

today, i was actually sitting with jenrine's friend (i cant remember her name) and kok loong(?) after school to study. haha =) surprise surprise. until ming bang came over and i decided that i was done with my CJC paper after he solved the last part for me. so i spent the rest of my time talking to bern, wid, kha, levin and shawn. haha. so much for studying in school mark.


oh edmond took this picture. you dont exactly get ivan on photographs since he's so shy(camera-shy only) so here they are. my 2 closest friends in class. ben and ivan. damn if you do a permutation with the starting letter of our names, you can form "IBM, MIB, BMI" and of course the other 3 that doesnt make sense. "IMB, MBI, BIM". haha. you know what i just thought of?

3! = 6 ways.

haha. thank you math.

10/11/2006 07:52:00 PM


another six-sided day has passed

Saturday, October 07, 2006

the haze is disturbing me quite alot. i dont even feel like going out anymore. school this week was fun. skipped school on one of the days because i was sick. haha. yesterday was funny. jeriel was trying to 'consult' me with some matters during physics remedial. haha. but hey, i'll try to help as much as i can okay.

the library is like my(our) favourite hangout place now. for some, it's for the optimum studying environment. for me, it's for the aircon. simple as that. haha i guess for my friends, it's for comfort. take a look lah. haha.

probably gonna change my phone tomorrow. deciding between a k800i and a w850i. but i'll most probably go for the latter since it's more sexy. haha =) i dont really need to take alot of nice photos man. anyway, i have my digital camera, right?


and so edmond decided to take strange photos with my phone yesterday. trust me, i have like 10 more stranger photos but i'm too lazy to edit/resize them. during consultation where i was disturbing ben when he's trying to remember his definitions. come to think of it, i still have corrections to do. and the physics paper. and a few prelim papers. i must do it today. at least some. i dont wanna spend another lousy weekend at home doing nothing again. but, i cant really get myself to it. arghh.

10/07/2006 03:33:00 PM


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Wednesday, October 04, 2006

just catched S02E07 of Prison Break. cant wait for the next. and guess what? Lost is coming out really soon too. home feels like prison. i cant eat chips, cookies, assorted biscuits. i cant eat fried food too. and guess what i had for dinner? porridge. disgusting. i dislike porridge. it's fun to see an asian guy on rick.com. as in, the asian guy is so-called the "model" for that picture. man, i didnt know americans value asian models as much.
how come no one comes online anymore?

i want instant noodles. now that i have this stupid tonsil inflammation nonsense, i dont really care about gaining weight. haha. =)

back to school tomorrow. bah, math test. revolting.

10/04/2006 07:57:00 PM


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after looking at the previous post, i realised how messy the entry is without proper organisation. argh, i hate it, but i have no time/interest to edit it now. haha i will make my future picture entries better i promise. now that my canon ixus is not with me (my sister borrowed it for 3 weeks), i dont think i'll have alot of publish (in terms of photos). well, unless you want to see ijc,ijc,ijc,ijc, everyday. waiting for prison break now, taking damn long to load. got to leave home soon. i have pure math test tomorrow and i dont think i can do well, but please let me pass at least. i really really need to pass. i hope my brain dont fail me again.

hooked onto a few cds right now.

Final Fantasy XII OST
i dont think there's a need to talk about this. who doesnt know the magic of final fantasy soundtracks.

Rilo Kiley - More Adventurous
a must listen for all indie pop lovers. portion for foxes will leave you crying for more.

John Mayer - Continuum
the best album ever since the last album (not the trio one. i thought the trio one was horrible.)

The Feelings - Twelve Stops and Home
my favourite never be lonely song is in this album.

The Kooks - Inside In Inside Out
the best indie rock album ever. every track is as good as the first.

Note: This is not a review of all the albums but really, it's just my own reasons to my likings. Trust my taste in music. =)

P.S. isnt it neater now?

10/04/2006 01:05:00 PM


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skipped school today so i can go see the doctor again. =)
will go out in a bit but here are some pictures.
studied with girl yesterday til 9pm yesterday. respect us man.
got cough drops and candy =) i like soft jellies.










here's something just to make myself happy. take a look at my hci paper.
(i just realised how bad the picture quality is).
cant wait to change my phone soon man.
only the best chips (that you can get here) deserve to be here. lime&blackpepper.

10/04/2006 12:52:00 PM


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Monday, October 02, 2006

so i decided to wear green socks to school today. =) i love them tomorrow's either blue/orange. i really havent decided. here are some of the responses/reactions from the people
edward said "eh not nice leh"
ben said "GAY"
edmond "since when did you wear such socks. a bit gay leh"
so i concluded that edward's nicest of them all. hahaha. but i love my socks still and sorry i'm not going to dedicate an entire entry to my socks.

the air sucks.
i told mr yip and he didnt agree until like 30mins later he started complaining again. damn psi 73. negative externalities man. AHHH.

10/02/2006 07:39:00 PM


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Sunday, October 01, 2006


ben with his new phone. apparently, it really isnt his, but as long as it keeps him entertained (and so he doesnt disturb me for entertainment), i am happy.

went to gym with biyang today. it's been like months since i saw him? or maybe a month. i always eat so much with him lahh. fattening tori karaage, the coquette, haagen dazs (but the rum and raisin was really good though. the summer berries too). and i got socks. SOCKSOCKSOCKS. i'm gonna buy 10 every week. damn save up for socks. i wanna buy for ben and ivan next week. and they better wear. I dont care. i will get their shoe size tomorrow. AHHHH. i'm gonna model for my socks.. i know i have shit ugly legs. but come on. give me some time. i will gym. =) 250reps today. GO ON MARK. get rid of those ugly legs. =( I LOVE MY SOCKS AND MY SOCKS ROCKS MY SOCKS!

10/01/2006 07:37:00 PM


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